shes my only sanity

when im sane enough to actually hold a conversation with her
after ten minutes i usually end up forgetting what point i was trying to make

and i just want her to know that i love her
no matter what

hi

im trshed
whust youre name?

today is my birthday

last night i had cake with milisha, thresa, john,
jason, tim, and my mom. i couldnt even blow
out the candles because i was on the verge of tears.

and ive gotta say
i couldnt of been happier being high inthe back
of johns car listening to weezer.

i know im not that girl anymore
i  cant say that ive just grown out of it all
i did change
but i wish you could just love me for who i am now
even if there isnt much to love.

i cant say that i understand you perfectly, nor can i say
that i think i have you figured out. and i guess thats just
it. i cant seem to tell what it is with you. and its hard to
beleive everything you say after admiting to being a liar.
i just need more time to think about this.
-confused
xoxo

 +  = mmmmm

Drunk

very very very drunk.